Spillin' the Beans

  I just don't get it.... How does a person create a life, care for it for a bunch of years, and then all of a sudden decide to stop forever? How is it even possible to stop loving your child??? I mean, don't get me wrong, they can be a real pain in the ass! But I can't even imagine not wanting them for a minute, let alone forever.  If you saw my Facebook live, you know what I'm talking about. If not, you're about to get an ear full. Errrr.... an eye full?  -So, Dominic graduates this Friday. Yup, he's all grown up already. Sad times, I know. Well, Dom has always been the perfect child with a perfect attitude and perfect grades. He was nominated for the Honors Society, he received an Athletic Honors award this year because of his grades and being an athlete, and he's been working full time since he got his very first job last summer. He worked through last summer, he worked through wrestling season, he worked through his entire senior year, he worked throug...

 I really did a bang up job at the whole consistency thing, didn't I?😂 Some things just take a lot more work, I guess hahahaha. I highly recommend reading my past entries. They tell a story of who I was and how far I've come because of the decisions I've made over the last few years. Let's try this again.....  What's a Bean, anyway? Well, it's me, I am Bean. BUT... WHO am I?  Fasten your safety belt and come a little closer. I'll show you...👀 I'm Jillian. JilliBean, Bean, or Beanie if you're family or a friend. Beans if you're my husband. I'm a mom and wife, and a leader to a pack of non-venomous creatures. I'm also a leader to a pretty rad pack of Rockstars that I absolutely adore, and a sideline to some of the most amazing women I've ever met. Wait....do we come in packs? Herds? Gaggles? Hell, I have no idea.  0h, I can't forget to mention that I'm also a daughter, sister, aunt, and a really loyal friend. I'm mom to a ...